Sushi mmmms......

heeey howzit hangin?

2005-10-18T11:47:00.000+09:30

hey everyone, been busy the past few weeks, cause i had to sort a few things out, like my centerlink pay its finally coming through WOO!! after all this time man , and also still on the look out for a job, but yeah besides that, i found anouther pre-paid net service its pretty good, its just that it fucks around with my computer a bit , but i got that fixed up, ahh well today i just cut the grass so far, it wasnt even that long and my mum keeps hassling me to do it, i told her off for it to, but you know rents will be rents, Lol she just doesnt think im a adult nowadays, but yeah that's gonna change and not to mention now that im getting my own money from "the link" getting hooked up with a bit of dosh Lol i can finally go out and do the stuff i wanted to do 4 months ago , but also i'm gonna have to start saving, Anyway's yeah not doing much now just waiting for my guitar teacher tow ake up the he wakes up around 1pm today Lol its 12:22pm right now weee 40 odd minutes to go anyways, yeah lazy guitar teachers nowadays man make me be lazy sometimes but yeah i cant be lazy anymore XD otherwise i'll be in shit with my bro cuz i was being lazy @ his house and forgot to clean up half the mess i made XD and his gf full shouted at me, Oh well that's how life is, I dont care about his gf shouting at me cuz i know that at the end of the day, it's forgotten Lol, anyway's yeah i did a few jobs for my bro around the house just help him out cuz he done alotta stuff for me to, so it's fair and then when im done i get to watch his cable anyway or play ps2 and stay up till like 4am in the morning Lol but yeah aside from that life's pretty good better then i had it last year... Lol anyway that's it for now i'm out pz

loong time no blog

2005-10-08T16:28:00.000+09:30

Ahh man im so happy these days, Sbs finally got some anime back on good to see it on again, And not only that It's got ghost in the shell on cult thursdays and also they had some mad jap movie on after called aragami , now that's quality television ^__^
well they also showed a documentry called swapping lives. and it's takes you into the different cultures between Australian and Indonesian - muslim culture and they ask different questions about eachothers culture good show, Really opened my eyes to how muslims feel about the discrimination they get in Australia, And it just looks wrong , anyway's. SHITNEY is fuuuucked to the max.... I got into a car accident recently with my friend max... on the way to my god-sis's bday party... it was fucked... im alright just a bit shaken up... but he broke his arm and we had to call the ambulance and i had to goto the hospital with him for most of the night... Not only that... the long wait it took for them to get the x-ray's and bandages and etc... my god... i'm sorry i dogged your bday sis, Anyway's yeah just unfortunate how it happend . but max is alright he's arm just hurts now that's all, Anyway's i hope thats all that happens. back to sbs, ahh man im happy i got something to look forward to in my week now, Aside from fucking always looking for a job, I'm thinking of going into the airforce for an apprenticeship, I dont know when and where but i'm gonna give them a buzz, Lol once i get past the training, It's smooth sailing from there, Just hope i dont goto advanced training then im fucked, FUCKED Lol , not to mention i dont have the net on my computer agian so i have to go net cafe's nowadays, till i get my pre-paid net, Anyway's yeah that's it for now... till next time pplz keep readin I'll be updatin when i can

Blog Changes

2005-09-18T02:36:00.000+09:30

Aiite i made a few changes ya'll First of all you'll notice the musics gone, Yeh well i was getting sick of it Lol, second of all tagboard gone aswell cuz let's face it... me and jenny are the ones mostly usin it Lols and its no point keeping it up, but i dunnoe i'll see, third of all layout looks sexc yeah!? i like it to, Lol anyway's it's 3:10am dont have much to say ready the last entry if u wanna know how my day went... either then that ppls, i'm tired my brains not 100% flowing and its cold... you have to feel sorry for me LOL you just have to!! im freezing!! puahaha's anyways im out laters

Anouther BorING day

2005-09-17T18:32:00.000+09:30

Ahhh man Anouther Boring Day at home the new computer's working good, Anyway's i did the online test 2x I got it right but the THIRD time!! YOU KNOW WHAT IT SAID TO ME?!?!!? YOU FAIL IT!! XO!!!
GYAH!!! AIOGHFSOIGHASGIOHS!! I HATE IT I HATE IT *slams fists on table* RAWR!! NOT HAPPY JOHN!! *storms off*

Lol my dads farnii

2005-09-15T23:22:00.000+09:30

Hey wassup guys!! wait wait...

WASSUP GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aheh... Much better...

Sooshi here once again the tasty hasty incredibly nasty Lol Wtf Jks anyway's yeah Last time i blogged i was pissed and shit meh.. Now that i read that... i realised that's the most pissed i've been all year, Anyway's I got a new computer now... so im not so pissed anymore ^_^ actually... Im alot happier these days, Lol Man im startin to worry bout the old man i just found out he likes 50 cent's song: just a lil bit, Lol and All those other rap songs now... sucha gansta Lol, Anyway's Yeah im STILL looking for a job i just been lazy nowadays and just playing some bball and drawing seeing my friends occasionally... Cancelling alot of appointments specially wit my guitar teacher Fak me is he EVER so pissed Anyways, Im getting all my shit together still so Dont ask me how my job is LOL ILL LET YOU KNOW IF I GET ONE!! CUZ ILL BE CELEBRATING!!

anyhoo I also got a new computer one of my mums friends FRIENDS gave it to me man im so happy that guys a legend, Its a good computer to!! i was in awe when i saw it p3 , 513RAM 798mhz more then 10GB hard drive space and all the other nick nacks anyways thats it for now till next time

...... keep it straight Lataz

Pissed Tired Uptight and did i mention pissed!?!?!? -___-;;;;

2005-09-05T09:39:00.000+09:30

GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm sooooooooooo fuuuuuuuuuucking pisssssed off with everything!!! MY DAD MY MUM SYDNEY BAH!!! fucken where to start huh!?

well yesterday was father's day, and my dad , bro me all went to chill at his house and have lunch , you know just thought we have a good fathers day and all, Then a few hours into our conversation my dad starts yakking about all the bullshit about me how im wastin my life and i just stay at home all day, BAH! fucken old man , he doesnt notice the shit I DID the past few weeks incase he is fucking blind!! sorry guys sorry i'm just venting my frustrations/anger into this blog, so dont take notice anyways *Sighs* what else huh? Sydney FUCKEN SYDNEY! you guys may love it, But i really reallllllllllllllllllllly hate it! infact i hope it gets bombed just i hope i move out before it does XD reasons why i hate it!??!!?!? let's start naming them eh!?!?

1. PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!
The cost to go fucking ANYWHERE!!!!! ALWAYS LATE OR TO EARLY!! how about taxi's!?!? FUCKING TOLL BAH!!
2. PETROL GOING UP!!
Seriously FUCKING WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANNA INCREASE!?!? FUCKING PRICES TO BUY FOOD!!! FUCK ME DEAD!!! STUPID PRIMEMINISTER DO SOMETHING WILL YA!?
3. COST OF HOUSES/PROPERTY/UNITS
Seriously this has BEEN EXPENSIVE SINCE 1996 Fucken even in the news its saying its unaffordable for the young generation.
4. HOW FUCKING HARD IT IS TO GET A JOB!!
i mean Australian citizens are having a harder time finding work then Foreign immigrents no offense to them, But Seriously look on a current affair or today tonight they even state the facts....

SYDNEY IS FUCKED it's becoming a overpriced SHITHOLE! the only fucking things good about it now are the opera house and the harbour bridge OTHER THEN THAT centerpoint tower.
Seriously everythings over priced. I can go on and on and on but FUCK IT! i dont .

Anyway's that's anouther one of my frustrations

my mum pisses me off because she REAAAAAAAALLY Gives me the shits leaves me to do all the work at home while she goes out w/ her friends or boyfriend and im stuck at HOME!! which is why i HARDLY cant do shit cuz i HARDLY HAVE THE MONEY because when i ask for it SHES SPENT IT ALREADY!!! but FUCK man i dont care anymore ONCE i get my job im MOVING OUT i dont care she's EVEN gonna charge me rent money once i get my job SERIOUSLY ITS FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKED! ANYWAY hope you guys dad and you had a nice fathers day... i know it was better then mine.... -_-;;;;;

i'm waiting for the club to STILL call me back btw im gonna follow up today.... my point is that its been 1 week and they havent rang.... Fucken sydney... -_-;;; its shit!!! i'm moving to qld sorry guys i just cant stand it here anymore.... i'll be here for a few more months like 4 or something... so.... if anyone wants to catch up ring me whatever i dont care. BTW john fucken GET ME THAT PHONE NUMBER!!! how long has it taken you to get me a FUCKEN phone number!! im gonna call you later about it and if you dont have it . well dont expect to see the happy side of me. Anyway's im feeling a bit better now... i'll tell you how my saturday went ^^

I went to go stay at my friends house i was chilling there on the computer and playing war3 and all, The only thing is HE's little brother can be annoying sometimes, But other times he just makes me crack up... ahh man he's a good pressure valve cuz he always makes me laugh, like this one time we made him believe that this ex-convict friend of joels was coming to rape him in his sleep and he's like "NAH DONT LIE!" and im like "nah man seriously sleep at your friends house tonight he's coming for you bro cuz he likes little kids" and he's like "NAH FUCK OFF HE CAN GO GET FUCKED IF HE TOUCHES ME ILL KNOCK HIM OUT" lol ahh man just saying that made me smile Puahahaa's. yeah.... well saturday wasnt bad Before SUNDAY FATHERS DAY!! .... *sighs* anyway's im more relaxed now... so anyway's untill next time... i'll keep you posted ^^

Got music on my blog

2005-08-29T10:48:00.000+09:30

WASSUP!!!!!

Hey wassup Lol i managed to get music on this blog i dunnoe i ripped the code from my old blog but anyway's yeah it's an old favourite, hope you guys like it, Anyway's yeah life's been worrying me nowadays recently i been getting pains in my stomach area or around there and my dad been full saying "It might be appendicitis" whatever that is but it sounded scary And my dad was like "if you dont goto a doctor you could die" FUCK me dead man!! biggest scare of my life!! i swear , i went to the doctors today and he said i only got the acid problems none of that life threatening shit Farken hell man! anyway's yeah i got some tablets for it and all and it's sweet, So Anyways i applied for a job at wests club hopefully they gettting back to me today , I also got in contact with john that noob he's working now i cant wait till the cunt gets a car then i get free rides Lol, Anyway's yeah life is been kicking up no more bumming at home doin nothing cuz that aint healthy pplz!! it aint healthy specially you net junkies XD take my advice Get out more spend less time in front of the computer, Take advice from an old net junkie like me lmfao, Anyway's yeahs i gotta fix a few things up over the week and get things on the right track i dunnoe when i'll be blogging next but i'll keep you guys posted (Like anyone ever reads this anyway') well i'm out Cya sexc ladies and all you ugly men Puahaha's

life is horrible and nice XD

2005-08-24T13:16:00.000+09:30

SORRY!!! LATE UPDAtE AGAIN!!

hey again everybody, it's sushi *pouts* anyway's yeah life's been great... *thumbs up* so far i did my RSA and RCG the course was good Lol we had some hot chicks in our class one of them already done it before... and... i think she knew all the answers but yeah i dont know. I thought she was pretty cute me and joseph went and were sitting next to eachother, Lol the teacher was funny it's like 80% of the lesson was stories about drunks and all that crap cause afterall the RSA does stand for responsible service of alcohol and yeah what else is there... Oh yeah!! i havent smoked for 1 week i was trying to see how long i'd last when i quit, then joseph comes along and smokes in front of me and yes i asked for one first time he didnt give it to me but the second time i came up with an excuse so he would give it to me Puahahahaa's, And yeah we went half's on a deck, And i gave the other half of the deck to my mum And havent smoked for 1 day now XD but yeah i got my RSA and RCG now i can go work in clubs and nice bars, today i went out to go look for jobs and all i got a few contacts, But now my mum has her bf coming over and i cant stand being in the house with them, so i just got out and decided to leave anyways, now im here, and im about to play dota, oh yeah and JOHN your a fucking dog if your reading this, i was pissed at you last week but yeah im over it call me anyway's you fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuck! where the fuck are you dickked!? blah! you smell anyway's yeah your mum said she's getting you a mobile john LOL dont tell her i told you, And yeah joseph if your reading t his i'll call you probably tommorow pz out

Sorry for the Loooong and LATE update

2005-08-04T10:00:00.000+09:30

SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY COMPUTER IS DEAD!!!

haha's i thought i'd type in a different colour for once so it would look more interesting.

Anyway's FAROUT!! a few days ago my computer died! i mean... i just turn it on and it wouldnt go into the desktop or let alone LOAD all together. I think a circuit is fried in the motherboard or some shit, GARGH!! i need a new computer.. But that wont be for awhile... i mean.. a long long while.... Not till i get a job while... which is awhile LOL anyway's, I'll be posting up and all whenever i can at net cafe's and etc's. So yeah these days i'm so bored and no one calls me out so i just bum at home all day playing ps2 now but yeah's not all the time, Cuz i gotta go get copies of my resume printed out and I STILL havent got my god damn liscence!! RAWR!!! *slams fist on table* me angry Lol i dunnoe i'm losted... sitting in front of the ps2 for 24 hours will do that to you LOL specially now im thinking my house is haunted.. well.. i always think it has been haunted but... now i dont doubt it. Anyway's pz out every one cya

Back from Qld and into Sydney

2005-07-18T10:32:00.000+09:30

Helloooo to whomever can be bothered reading this

hahaha's i just came back from qld for those of you who dont know and probably are wondering why i wasnt on for awhile. Oh well's all good. it's not like you guys care where i go anyways , But yeah last week my brother Pete his gf Cindy and her son Micheal and I went to Queensland To the Gold Coast no, NOT THE SUNSHINE COAST!! the Gold Coast.
I started the day off wakin up at 5am in the fujucking morning cuz Pete And Cindy Were planning to leave early so yeah i had to get up after an hour or two of sleep cause i spent the whole night watching cable LOL so yeah Me and Pete were stocking up supplies for the road trip, So i had everything Ciggies, Munchies, porno mag Lol Music and a huuge pillow. Then we were set for the trip. we first stopped at THE ENTRANCE to go pick up Cindy's kid who was staying at his Nans house we stopped there for coffee and yeah we had a smoke and Pete caught up with the old folks since we dont see them often, Then we started making tracks, Lol when we were on the way to coff's like nearly 4 mins away from coffs harbour pete was like "alright lets see if we can spot any cows doing a poop" and i was like in my head "Wtf.." and then Micheal is like "I Saw one!! i saw one!!" and my bro's like "Did you? excellent hehehe"

Anyway's cutting the long boring road trip LOL get to the exciting part when we got to QLD surfers paradise LOL Pete and I were like "woah.. it looks like vegas" and then we found our Hotel it was a luxury hotel Apartment , with a great view of the sea and the beach And wooootzor cable tv!!! and we brought the ps2 along, Anyway's the first night there we ordered chinese and i was pigging out with my bro and then i was stuffing 2 sprng rolls in my mouth and i was like "Cao ni ma!!" and h's like "ching chong wong hong ching" and then i just looked at him and i just said "..... YOUR farked!" and then he threw a prawn at my face Lol anyway's the next day we went shopping around and then i went witht he Kid upto timezone in one of the plaza's and i saw the AMF bowling there and FARKEN it was awesome!!!! they had mtv screens at the end of each lane!! and foo fighters were playing and i was like "Ahaaaaw... noiiice" and then we played some dino shooting game where you sit down in this little car thingy Lol it was alright cept my nephew was shit at it, He cant shoot for shiyat. anyway's after that i bought a few souveniers and headed back for the motel and spent the whole night playing tiger woods on the ps2, and then yeah's prety much had fun. the next day we went to dreamworld LOL it was the best The fucken tower of terror's GIANT DROP Omg that was a spinout ride. you sit in this bench and like it takes you 32 stories into the air And like you wait up there with no count down. And you never know when yoru gonna drop and then suddenly It drops at like 160kmph at ZERO gravity And farken hell man.... when we got off the ride... I Still had me balls in me throat!! and my brother got the foto of it when we were falling I looked so funny bahahah's and then we went on all the other "fuck you up" rides such as the wipeout Man when i went on the wipeout Farken I got stuck on it! and i was shitting myself Omg and the staff was lke "ladies and gentlemen everything is fine the ride has just shut down cause it used to much power. And were getting a technician to come in and fix it up in a jiffy" and then farken hell i was glad we didnt get stuck upside down or something geez and then we wanted to go on the roller coaster but when we were waiting in the queue there was like people as far as i can see from the door it wouldve taken us 2 hours to get on that!! my god man! sif i was gonna go there!, then yeah after i found the designated smoking area Thank god for those man! Lol after the tower of terror and the wipeout ride and all Lol it was kinda stressing for me, Then after smoking i went on the claw That ride man puahaha's i thought we were gonna fall off to our terrible fate everytime it swung up into the air while spinning, perfect.. i just had lunch aswell and i felt like throwing up.... -_-;;; but yeah it was alright after that day we took my little ratbag nephew to his aunties house while i had time to hit the clubs up there. we left around sunday the roadtrip was harsh man more then 8 hours sitting in the car thank god we had breaks the little ratbag was annoying me kept on poking and poking till i just hit him on the chest and iw as like "I told you to stop it!" and then he just smiled and then looked away and started crying, puahaha's it the best time of my life man, Maybe next time i'm up there i'll bring more dosh then i needed, Anyway's that's it for me Till next time adious amigos

I feel Really Fujuckedededed

2005-07-09T18:03:00.000+09:30

aiii... its been a long friday for me.. LITERALLY... i started off the day cause i got woken up from a phone call from my mate john, The guy wanted me to go over to his house so we could goto a friends house after.. And so about 1 hour and 30 mins after the call i headed down to his house, Only to find himself and his mother in a arguement, wow great start to the day here -_-;, Anyways after the loud screaming and the debating, we were finally on our way to anouther friends house in canterbury we decided to goto his place because we were planning to pull a all-nighter at the net cafe, So yeah we stopped at Croyden Mcdonalds for brunch Lol and i swear thats the FIRST time in my life i ever walked into the croydon maccas despite it's around my area, Lol anyway's i got a call from my friend winnie after we left maccas and we were at the bus stop, Apparently she was asking what i was doing, i told her i was on the way to my friends house, She replied what were we gonna do? and i said to her, well we're gonna go net cafe, Then she started asking all these Q's like "ooh serz? are you with any asians? am I gonna be the only girl there? what time are you gonna be there?" and etc, and then after i managed answering all the Q's when she said what time are you gonna be there? i said i dont know i'll give you a call we're picking up my friend, anyway's cut that bit short, I told her i'll call her later and that was that, Anyway's we got to my friends house and found ANOUTHER one of our friends that we were supposed to meet LATER was already there, So that was better saved us going back to go get him, But it turned out we found out the guy we were picking up he was working and wasnt gonna come back till 10pm Lol damn sorry winnie Looks like your gonna get your call a little late, anyways at my friends house, He has a REAAAALLY annoying little brother called Daniel AKA dan_the_man but i call him Dan_the_girl LOL seriously this guy is 16 yrs of age, He's 154cm and he's got the brain of a 8 yr old i seriously THOUGHT he was a 8 yr old I couldnt believe this kid was 16 man honestly he just seemed so retarded. Yeah anyway's my mates decided to goto a park On the way farken dan was arguein about how dean from BB is winning Omg man we had an arguement 2 weeks ago about that when he said deans not gonna get evictd and i wanted him to get evicted and so we started argueing with eachother on msn and then when we were walking down to the park it was a 45 minute walk Then we saw a few other people there my mates knew,and shiit they were playing touch footy and me i havent played footy since yr 8 i didnt know any of the rules, So my mate gave me the lowdown on a few of them, Of course i wasnt expecting to play well but seriously the team players we had, We had a tomboy girl thnk's she's andrew johns and she really got on my nerves cause she had a cocky personality Lol then there was one of my tongan friends joel on the other team, Thank god it was touch, Otherwise i would be getting my ass hauled across the field if i tried to tackle this guy man, and the game went on for 2 hours i actually thought it was pretty fun considering i never liked footy, But yeah , i still like my basketball better, Lol Anyway's My team won the game, Of course there were a few injuries during play, anouther player Pushed a smaller player and the guy flew on his ass and started crying "was a 6 yr old kid" then DAN was playing, My chance to vent off my frustrations, Lol it was TOUCH foot balll But i ended up tackling the cunt And lifting him into the air and dropping him LOL Anyway's after 2 hours of playing fark my body was aching froma ll the dives and the tries our team scored and we walked 45 mins back to my friends house and goooood, BRO! seriously... I needed to relax, But on the way back to the house DAN Omg All John And Joel And Dan Were argueing over how DAN cheated when he knocked it on when he scored a try, And the ref said it was a knock on, and dan i sjust like "HOW IS THAT A KNOCK ON!?!? BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA " and then i was like "STFU IT WAS!! " and then the arguement got heated up over the 4 of us dan was getting the shits,And then i was lke "ok fuck this" so then i was looking for the nearest bin and i went up to dan and i was like "If you dont shut up, Your going in the next bin" and then the cunt is like "ahahaha get fucked" and then i walked upto him and picked him up and im lik e"Joel open the top of the bin for me" and then dan was like "NOOO DONT DONT!! ILL STOP ILL STOP!! " and why did i find that hard to believe Lol But then we put him down and then eventually dan got the shits with us argueing over the knock on, Then i decided to piss him off by argueing about dean again LOL we got back to the house and my friend JOEL had to goto work, so yeah me john and dan went back to The crib and watched some tv i was watching mtv's then we changed it to fox 8 and KING of the hill was on so i was watching that peacefully while john was on the computer playing DOTA till DAN comes in and he's like "Were watching big brother when its on" And fucking hell Big Brother man OUT OF ALL THE SHOWS!! WHY did he have to turn it to BB i mean uncut sure but seriously... I Got sick of watching it And eventually he was full sooking and then we started argueing over who was gonna watch which and then i said "GO watch in the tv outside or in your room" and he's like "I like watching it in here bla bla bla" and im like "THIS is your older brothers room , Your not the boss in it" and then he's like "bla bla IM am the boss here bla bla" and then i grabbed him and done a choke slam on the mother fucker Then he was fujucked , Lol Anyway's I watched mtv in one of the other rooms cause i know he was gonna sook if he didnt get it his way, And i ended up watching a few of channel V's music clips Lol i like that song by WEAPON-X "i'm the other man" LOL man that songs a crack up, after a few mins of watching tv we got a visit from one of the guys that played footy with us earlier , he came into the house and he was like "Omg man i was about to go fight with 3 aussie guys down at campsie station" and knowin campsie station There's HARDLY any aussies hanging around there unless they're passing through, And he told me about how these 3 aussie guys chucked something at his car he pulled the car over and told them off, And eventually he told me the guys shit themselves 3 aussies he said he was gonna take on by himself, Ok i dont believe you but yeah good for you... Anyway's Lol DAN and him started fghting over the tv channel and we all started watching the footy wit him, john was STILL playing dota, And i was watching tv while smoking Lol. Then after an hour and a half he left, then BB ended then we ecided to play Mario Kart on game cube 3 player, and playing with John and Dan together not good, Cause we started playing the arguements started up when we were racing i was shot at by one of the other mariokarters and ful slowed down, And then i said "OMG WHO DID THAT?" and then the two of them "IT WAS DAN I SWEAR MAN I AM COMING FIRST HOW COULD I HIT YOU" and then dan was like "SHUT UP IT WAS JOHN I SWEAR MAN I AM COMING FIRST HOW COULD I HIT YOU?" and dan just kept on repeating what john wa saying so i know it was him and he's SUCH a retard i swear he's like everytime when i hit him "omg man i cant believed you dogged me when i was trying to help you out bla bla bla" and then everytime i hit dan john was like "hahaha good on you Alex" and dan got the shits and started going like "OMG u fucken dog!! i'm trying to help you here and you go and shoot me" and then when i hit john dan was like "bahahah's good on you mate! hahaha's u stuffed him up" and then visa versa... And then john hit Dan and danny full came last and john was like "AHAHAHA U GOT SMASHED!!" n dan made an immature comment saying "Like your mum" and im going "you fucking sad cunt ooh your mum your mum, Seriously GROW a brain or something because your to mentally challenged to come up with a good insult" and then during the last lvl of mario go-kart THE TWO OF THEM argued over Big Brother and it was the MOST stupid ARGUEMENT i heard all day DAN was like "I bet you , you wouldnt last long if u were in the BB house" and john was like "PFFT yeah right i'd last longer then you, I bet you , you would get voted out in the first NOMINATONS" and Dan was like "I WUD LAST LONGER THEN YOU I BET YOU THAT YOU WILL BE VOTED OUT DURING THE FIRST NOMINATIONS" then they tried to get me involved going "Alex who do you think would last longer int he house" and i said "I dunno" and dan was like "See he said I dunnoe which imght mean yes or no so its a maybe" And i'm like "WTF there's a big DIFFERENCE between a maybe and a I dont know" and then i said "Look dont get me involved im just trying to play mario kart here"
And after all the argueing My friend came back from work "The older brother of Dan" and i was thinking "HAAALELUIA" i swear i was nearly teary eyed when i saw him,
And then after we FINALLY went to PC of course i called winnie but then she said she didnt wanna come, Oh well her loss, So then when we started playing out of ALL The people who had to sit next to me... Guess who it was... yes... you guessed it... The mentally Retarded Aswell as Physically retarded DAN!!!!! if you ever need someone to vent your frustrations off on PLEASE add him on msn its d_chatry@hotmail.com Dw he cant do anything since he wont know who you are LOL anyway's. yes... I was already fed up with dan, So then i decided to see how long i could tolerate him. At the pc , so then i played him in counter strike, Lol I OWNED HIM LIKE A BITCH! he was raped so many times it wasnt funny. Seriously i had a knife HE HAD A GUN andi KILLED HIM while he was shooting the crap outta me. and then i decided to muck around with him and i didnt even decide to try my best" so i stood there wth a desert eagly and was shooting at him with no effort
he's trying his best to shoot me with a machine gun! ak47 since he was on terrorist team, And i still Fucking killed him WITHOUT TRYING! omg i was like "BAHAHAH YOU ARE SOOO SHIT I KILLED YOUR ASS WITHOUT TRYING" and he was like "YEAH I KILLED YOU WITHOUT TRYING ASWELL" and im like "... for once can you THINK or even SAY something INTELLIGENT THE NEXT TIME YOU REPLY TO ME YOU DUMBCUNT!" and seriously i was BITCH raping him, The only time he killed me was by a few flukes. Lol and then our arguements escalated, when we played DOTA and john joel and everyone else were sitting on different computers. fucking dan was beating me but the cunt has winning issues, we played dota he won ok fair enough he's good at DOTA but seriously he doesnt know when to shut up, And then i told him to vs me again cause i didnt choose my best character and then I created the gme and then the cunt started whining and he was like "OOH MAN HOW COME I CANT CHOOSE MY BEST CHARACTER" and im like "Omg stop whining For Fucks Sake!! I was vsing you with a character i didnt even know how to PLAY with, So DEAL WITH IT and if you lose HACK IT!" I never met someone as DUMB and as ignorant yet ARROGANT as this dan guy. So then i was like "You know what fuck it, I'm not plying you in dota or ANYTHING anymore cause you are such a sook" and then i went on the forums on my forums which he got banned from and he's lik "Those are SHIT forums!! look at these forums they are WAY better see they got VIDEOS!" and i was like "DO you think i give a shit?" and it's a rhetorical question and he's lik e"Yes" and im like "Well your a fucking dumbass and your mum dropped you when you were a baby SHE MUSTVE if you are this dumb" and then he pissed me off to the point and he's like "What huh what?" and im going "fuck man dont make me punch you in the head" and he's like "c'mon!! hit me then hit me!" so you know what happens? *SMACK* straight in the face, the whole net cafe turns around and looks at me for a second and then his older brother shouts out "DAN STOP BEING A DICK HEAD TO ALEX!!" and he shut his mouth and I moved away from him and sat next to john And john was like "Man i dont blame you for moving man. Seriously i dont blame you" and then i played for the rest of the night Dan later cme up and he's like "ooh i was only playing wit ya man you alright?" blah blah blah fucking dick head man but yeah i cbf argueing with him anymore so i said "it's alright man" Lol and then we played games all the wa till 6am int he morning, my friends were playing dota for MONEY the whole night They lost the first 2 games
and won 1 game Lol and that 1 GAME went on for 3 hours and 47 minutes and when they finally finished it was a relief and seriously... it was a fucken LOOOONG day as you can see.. so i went back to ellie's house Lol i stayed up for a little longer and Dan said to us "you better stll be here when i wake up cause i wanna vs you in mario kart" Then we were like "Yeah alright" and dan was like "are you gonna stay here till tommorow night Alex?" and then i was like "Yeah for sure" and he' slike "Nah for real?" and i was like "Yeh man" Lol and then he went to sleep, Then everyone else went to sleep and then i got woken up at 8am cause joel and john woke up and we all had to go home, We walked back home it took us 1:30 mins to get back home and yeah... DAN wa still asleep LOL i wonder if he woke up and found the house empty "OMG THE DOGS!!! THEY LEFT AND DIDNT WAKE ME UP!!! OMG !" Lol serves the cunt right Anyway's... i got back home fell asleep around 12 woke up at 5p and here i am typing this blog at 7, And FUCK it took me 1 hour to type all this shit up and i missed out on MONK on channel 10 ARGH FUCKERS!!! im going bye! ^^

damnit man!

2005-07-04T23:57:00.000+09:30

hey sup everyone i spent the weekends at my brothers house again, And then went to see a movie with my lil nephew madagascar in liverpool, honestly the movies good but its short it wasnt as long as i was suspecting it to be, Anyway's i went with my little nephew i swear the little kid CANNNOT farken stand still he's climbing on rails, Running up and down steps walking THROUGH people omg once the movie finished we walked around westfield and all i didnt really wanna hang around but i just went looking at a few clothes stores when i called my bro to come pick me up, Anyway's still lil nephew sucha pain in the ass to keep an eye on kid was drivin me crazy wouldnt stick close LOL, Then at home it gets worse!! he FOLLOWS me around everywhere!!! then when a adult show comes on tv i tell him "Go play the ps2 or something i wanna watch this show" and he's like "I wanna watch this show aswell" and im like "this shows for adults man! im 18 So i'm adult your 8! your not adult so therefore you cant watch the show!" and he's like "why cant i watch it?" and i'm like "Because you wont like what you see on it" God little kid man i swear the only peace time i get is when he's ASLEEP and thats when i usually start drinking and choofing at the same time LOL Anyway's GOD MAN What happend to the forums?!!?! NO ONES POSTING!!! i leave it for 2 days and all you guys full forget about it Lol anyway's probably its weekends and everyones just went out came back home and last thing on their minds was that LOL understandable but anyways when ya'll get time POST UP ^__^ , ahh man but it had been a good 3 nights and 2 days at my brothers house Lol watching cable tv having a few J's and then im off drinking bourbon and feeling fucked off my nutts , then my bro leaves me goes clubbing without even telling me the bastard and then comes back with a bunch of his mates all of them peaking LOL and alot of them were coming down from it aswell i dunnoe it was funny because alot of them were good blokes just they were e-talking that whole day LOL and then we had a whole day supply worth of hot dogs Lol and they all had a sesh which probably is the reason why one of them lost his voice and is whispering, But anyway's not to worry. then on the way back home my bro and i were talking about human nature and all, Lol he was telling me all these different things but he's a good mentor cause i can actually relate to alot of the thing he's saying, and yeah now i gotta set my mind on a few of my plans, So far PLAN A i got that set now i gotta think of PLAN B PLAN C PLAN E PLAN F PLAN G Lol my bro's already on PLAN F the bastard, But yeah it's gonna be kinda long before i finish off all my plans, but anyway's i just need to sort them out and then concentrate on one of them. And yeah pretty much that's about all i am adding for now cause im spacing out and i gotta go and write down these plans before i completely spaced out, So cya's all later

aiii's..... tired....

2005-07-02T17:39:00.000+09:30

Hey sup everyone just posting up saying the sushi club is coming along great thx to all of ya'll who joined and post regularly!! i think i might be updating this blog more then i thought now so keep an eye out for updates anyway's. just come across a website aswell some car import model KT-so Farout she's hot man hahaha's anyway's

join the sushi club http://sushiclub.suddenlaunch3.com ^__^ and i'll see you around the boards more often im out for now.. probably go watch some tv or something

SUSHI CLUB LAUNCHED TODAY!!!

2005-07-01T20:03:00.000+09:30

heey wassup everyone It's been one hell of a week specially with all the fucking raining and the cold weather we're putting up with. well those of you's who have school holidays must be fucking happy you get to sleep in next week hahahaha's
Anyway's today is the grand opening for the

Anyone reading your welcome to join :) i'm looking for mod positions atm so contact me and lemme know and i'll consider whether putting you on as a moderator.

hmm's yeah well anyway's my week's been alright. didnt do anything much on sunday just bummed at home and downloaded some jrock songs Some RNB and rap from Limewire p2p network. I gotta admit that program has a very fast connection i'm using dial up and im finding it great ^^ Pretty much I downloaded some of gackt's songs which are:

Gackt - Anouther world (video clip)
Gackt - Seki Ray (mp3)
Gackt - Vanilla (video clip)
Gackt - Lu;Na (mp3)
Gackt - white eyes (mp3)
Gackt - Fragrance (mp3)

and most of the Rnb Songs mostly from 50 cent i just downloaded all mp3:

50 cent - Hate it or love it
50 cent - Many men
50 cent - This is how we do
50 cent - Candy shop

then the rest i cant really remember only a few more like dont phunk with my heart, And gorrilaz feel good inc

then on monday did nothing but practiced guitar then decided to make a website called sushi club As you seen above. Did all the forum layout and registered it with pro-boards havent come up with a plan to redesign it or anything . i'll just leave it how it is for now till i come up with something else on my mind.

Tuesday i went with my friend to the city and we both went to star city Omg that day farken sooooo bloody rainy!! it wasnt funny! like when we were near star city it was fine and a bit sunny but by the time star city was around the corner it rained down like a BIATCH! and we both started bolting the rest of the way to star city >_< and we got a application form and then
i went to go gamble around the casino area and my friend couldnt get in cause he hasnt got a i.d card so he had to stay outside LOL so when i showed my card to the bouncer he looked at me and then the picture like 10 times then i was thinking in my head "what's this guys problem?" and then he's like "Alright mate you can go through" and then i just walked through and i was like "Sweeeeet... this looks mad never been in here before (obviously becuz i wasnt allowed in last yr) bahaha's but yeah i saw these 2 cent pokies and im like "as if fucking 2 cents exist nowadays" and i saw like 40 ppl just sitting at them playing away n then i was like "fuck this not gonna waste anymore money" and then i walked out and my friend was like "so quick?" and i was like "Dw about it , it wouldve taken ages" and then after that i got bored so then i went to eat something in chinatown cept it was still raining i didnt wanna walk back so i coaxed my friend into catching the monorail and i said "it's only like 1.60" and he's like "oh ok then np" and then when we got on it costed like 3.90 to get to where we wanted to go LOL he full gave me a dirty aii's.. funny days

Wednesday... 1:30am
yes i didnt sleep that day cause i had alotta things on my mind i just got a call from star city saying they wanted me to post in my resume and application form i'm happy about it the thing was i didnt have a printer so i had to think of a place i could print elsewhere for cheap to.. well i was out of ciggarrettes and i really needed one so i decided to get my room mate to give me a lift to 7/11 at 2am in the morning LOL my room mate was all lazy about it but i said "i'll go half half" then he's like "Alright TO THE CAR" and away we went, By the time we got to strathfield the place looked like a ghost town and i walked into the store and the guy couldnt talk english properly.... I said to him "do you have any ciggarrettes that cost less then 7 dollars" the guy goes "ciggarrette?" and then he hands one to me that costs 8 dollars and im going "wtf? " from that point i knw he couldnt talk that good english So i just saw one that said 7:50 then i looked atthe holiday packs and then i said "Look holiday holiday" an dhe's like "No i dont have holiday today" and im saying "NO the ciggarrette gimmie the one that say holiday" and he's like "oooh ok sorry sorry" LOL fuck crack up bro, anyway's.... after we got home i watched a few dvd's and then eventually i fell asleep for 2 hours and that's about it when i woke up i Then I had to go to my mates house. He wanted me to goto ashfield with him to go see a mate of his about a digital camera... Honestly... We went to ashfield.. went intot he house and we were there for 10 minutes... i asked my mate "We came all the way to his house just for that?? seriously...... What's wrong with you you shouldve called him or something, And yeah... we went back to his house... bummed awhile went online then After it was around 5pm had to drop by my god sister's house to pick up some cash but then it turned out she was at camp so i called her mothr and let her know, But anyway's yeah We went to the park and bummed around there for a bit i dont know why.. i didnt feel lik going home that sudden.... So me and my mate started talking, Then when i decided to walk home i got a call on the way back from one of my brothers mates logan called me up and told me to give him a buzz next week for some guitar lessons said he'll get me playing like a pro in next to no time.. And intro me to a few guitar players that do a few gigs and stuff and ELECTRIC GUITARS!! HEKKKKTIKKK!!!! honsetly that just made my day.. so Then after i hired a movie called shaun of the dead ahh man that movies a classic if anyone gets the time go and hire it, seriously it's not that scary its a crack up ! got home and watched it and then went online later...

thursday
Today i ended up going to pc to print out the resume files i had stored on disc, Pretty much i spent half the day out of the house in the fsking rain , I waited 30 minutes for the bus and it was Pouring down by the bucket loads >__<;;; i was freezing my ass off!!! Then when i got my resume and all printed out I had to goto the POST office on the way back so... once again.... went waiting in the rain for an hour freezing my ass off again (fucken i hate sydneys transport with a passion) -_-;;;then i finally got it posted and went home.. Then i realised.. i still hadnt returned the dvd oooooh maaaaaan so off i go back to the video store in the fsking DAM rain Lol and then trekked it back home.. once that was over aii... was relieved.... then i went home and stayed online the rest of that night.

FRIDAY THE LAUNCH DAY!!
Yes i've been waiting all week for this to launch the new sushi club so far we've had a few problems and all encountered along the way But it's up and running!, So click on the picture Link above And join!! hurry hurry! XD aiiiiite!? ANYWAY's Today did nothing much just went online and launched the club and got the link ups and all... phew...

Braindead

2005-06-24T18:27:00.000+09:30

Yes its 1:27am, Saturday morning... it's been a pretty easygoing week for me, ever since i got back from my brothers house last saturday, he's given me his guitar which is strange cause i've always wanted to play guitar me and my bro was sitting around the drum fire one night. Then outta nowhere he was like "If i gave you a musical instrument. Would you pick it up and learn it?" and me and my lifestyle atm havin really nothing to do my eyes lit up as soon as he mentioned it and i was like "HELL YEAH!! WTF MAN!! ID BE PLAYING IT EVERY DAY!" and he's like "Excellent well i got a guitar here, It's gotta be tuned and it's around 4,000 i'll let you have it for awhile so practice with it and get good" and every since that day nearly every day i've played on it for at least 10-15 mins to an hour, But i didnt learn most of the stuff i know on my own it was the help from this website It covers most of the stuff u need to know to become a good guitarist, Take your time reading some of the lessons and you'll understand why its so good, Anyway's onto the other stuff... Saturday night i was at my bro's house watched mtv's most of the night didnt sleep at all cause i watched 2 spinout movies during that night, First one was the butterfly effect. That was a bitch, And anouther one was constantine, Both of those movies all in all are ok , But a bit boring, The butterfly effect was a spinout one tho, Ill give you a breif description about the movie, It's about this guy whom when he was a child, He would have these blackouts , And during those blackouts he would do things that he wont remember and when he would awake from those black outs. he cant remember what he would do, anywys he goes to see a doctor, the doctor tells him to write down in his journal what he did for the day to see if he catches anything he does when he blacks out, After awhile he grows up doesnt have any blackouts or nothing, Then later when he reads his journals that he's been writing since he was 7 he begins to remember what he did during thoe blackouts, Anyway's its an alright movie, Wouldnt reccomend it to anyone tho since i was falling asleep during it, Also constantine, it's with keana reeves or however u spell the cunts name, From the matrix but then again.. its a movie about some guy who's supposed to be a suicidal angel working for god to keep demons out of our "Plain" that movie fell asleep during it to i dunnoe why my bro picked out those movies. But he was shitting his pants during the demon bits. LOL ran out of the room screaming like a bitch, *Sighs*

anyways sunday didnt do anything much i eventually fell asleep on his couch around 5am and then woke up when i saw on the movie channel spirited away, FUCKEN i love that movie man! i dont care what you people say! and it was showed 2 times in a row! ^___^ on the movie channel and movie +1 by the time it ended i fell asleep half way through the second time. but anyways during the day had a couple of fights with my nephew cuz he kept on changing the channel from mtv to the footy channel and it was the syd vs bris and i didnt really wanna watch it so i changed the channel bck to mtv, And then he starts whining and complaining and i was like "Geez woman! its not even sydney swans " and then started watching mtv Lol

Skipping monday and tuesday didnt do much really cept play guitar Lol and some other stuff.
Then wednesday came, I had to go meet up with my friend in parra, we bummed around for a bit and ate inside of westfield thats when we caught up with one of his old mates from school out of nowhere bumped into him, They started talking i got intro'd he's a real sick cunt, and yerr after that we had to go eat and then after we left pretty quickly after eating because Apparently he got accepted at one of these exclusive job agencies called Julia ross Apparently u email your resume to them and they call you up if they like your resume or not and they assist you in finding a job that suits your needs , But its mainly based on office and administration jobs, Not labour work or whatever unlike ipc Job Network Agency u go and apply and then they just bombard your email box, Apparently i'm hoping to get into julia ross i just emailed in my resume today, Hopefully one of their consultants will call me, So i can go arrange an appointment next wednesday... Any pretty much after we went to the job agency me and my mate bummed around parra for a bit smoked our packets of ciggies and have a chat and end up throwing in jokes here and there.
then ended the day by playng guitar again and eating watch tv and went to sleep.

Thursday was a relaxed day nothing much happened apart from the usual calls i get from my dad and a few friends, And cleaned up a bit and then played guitar again. pretty much a relaxed day but boring.

And Friday Well today nothing much happened either cleaned up the house, Went to goto the post office to send some mail to my friend in japan she lives in okinawa, I might go visit her during the holidays since i havent seen her since i was like 8? Lol so anyway's tommorow i got a party to goto and sunday got nothing in mind... Anyway's that's all for now.

P.S i'll be updating this blog every friday Cause i serzli CBF doing it during the week, Pz out till then

Life with bro

2005-06-20T23:23:00.000+09:30

Hey sup everyone totally forgot bout postin on this site Lol kinda been neglectin it cuz i've been lazy, But oh well what can you do, There's my old blog with HEAPS of humorous entries that date back to when im 16! but yerr's life was different for me back then compared to how it is now. its on the links section just click on "My old blog" Lol

Anyway's pretty much i spent the weekend at my bro's house again did the same ol same ol, But my bro he's pretty busy nowadays and he's been out and about nowadays with his farken car (jealous) i serzli fuken need to get my liscence but full still doing online tests and shit Cuz im paranoid when i went to do it the first time i failed it over 2 FUCKING questions LOL anyway thats a different story, He finally picked me up last saturday he said 10 but the cunt was late to!! hahaha's i thought he was gonna dog it again because he dogged it the last 2 days in a row when he said he'd come and get me, man its a bitch when it comes to picking up your little bro HUH!?!!? Lol , anyways yerr's i spent most of the time at his house up all night, I watched a movie called the butterfly effect, That movie its a fucking spinout movie , Felt sorry for the main character tho, i dont wanna spoil it for you but i'll give you a description about it, it's about a guy who has a medical problem with his brain , anyway when he was a younger kid he would have these black outs, Then he would do things during those black outs that he cant remember doing, then when he grows older he finally gets those memories of what he did when he DID actually black out, But some parts in that movie are just fucked, Anyway's, After that i watched constantine and its pretty shit i didnt really like it, My bro is more of a bitch when it comes to horror movies Lol this scary scene came on and we had the surround sound speakers on and he was like "FUCK THAT!!!! FUUUUUUCK THAT SHIT!!! OMG!!!!" and full ran out of the room screaming like a girl LOL jks jks anyway's besides that i was watching his cable tv and playing ps2 my little nephew sucha annoying cunt I swear, When you first meet him he's Alright but then later he just becomes a smart ass, anyways yerr me and my bro had a late night chat, Coz it's usually the way it is our late night chats go on for hours, Full talking about stuff and planning out the future, Pretty much me and him are gonna invest in a property once i get my job, and then i stayed up the whole night watching cable, Then i flicked it to one of the movie channels and spirited away was on, I actually lke that movie Lol cept i fell asleep half way through it at like 7am in d morning, Then got woken up by my nephew micheal the cunt was hungry and wanted me to cook him noodles and i ws like "Yerr yerr later " and full dogged him and went back to sleep for anouther 5 hours LOL but when i woke up i found out he had cereals, then after that my bro left i had his house all to myself so i pumped up the music and started rolling a few joints (which he got from his friend) he doesnt care, and pretty much chilled out man, Then later that night on sunday i lit up a drum fire, its mad lighting those up because its in a barrel and you can chuck as much shit as you want into it all that waste and paper hey... it beats the way they just dump garbage in heaps of piles and piles and we just get all the ash's after and throw them across his land Lols his got 5 acres of it the cunt . But we sat around the drum fire from like 7pm all the way to 3am and pretty much talked about everything , He said the main priority nowadays was to get a fucking car and pretty much he said once i get my liscence he'll get me a car (yerr i believe you bro ) *cough cough* seeing is believing , But yerr i hope hope HOPE he does cuz he doesnt always do what he says but manages to redeem himself later LOL but he's a good bro to have since he's there for me and all, And then the day it came for me to go home we had my little niece in the car i havent seen her since she was like 2 yrs old, But yerr she's a cute little girl hahaha's when we were in the car stuck in traffic she was like "Daddy show Alex my Number 1 favourite song" and i thought it was gonna be girly and evrything but then he puts on red hot chilli peppers and was like "WTF!! YEAH!!! THIS IS HEKTIK!!" Bahahaha's then after listening to all the songs on that album we put on the radio then the black eyed peas song came on and she was like "oooh i can sing to this song easily" and she started singing to the chorus of the dont phunk with my heart song And aww so cute hahaha's she's a good kid pretty much i think she's gonna have a good future . oh and i also have my brothers guitar for awhile now since he doesnt use it he fort i cud go and learn it, It's worth 4,000 dollars and plus he gave it to me with a tuner, Lol but i'm pretty happy i'll be practicing on it heaps since i've always wanted to learn guitar . anyway's thats it for now till next time laters

Which Gackt are you most like?

quiz by mcvarmazi

50 cent

2005-06-11T15:00:00.000+09:30

Ahh man 50 cent one of my favourite rappers real name curtis jackson, born on the 6/7/1976
he was born in the neighborhood of south jamaica in queens, New York,

He was a former protege of Run-DMC DJ jam Master Jay, 50 cent released hes debut album "Get rich or die tryin" with his featured singles "In Da Club" , "P.I.M.P", "Magic Stick" and "Wanksta". Which were produced by Eminem and doctor Dre

one of his new featured songs "Hate it or Love it" is one of my favourites because it shows you about the life he grew up when he was a little boy, If you listen to the lyrics, But all in all its a good song. it really moved me because he became rich and survived in those rough areas and now he's making money and supporting himself getting whatever he wants.

But not only that 50 cent is currently experiencing the kind of chart success that has not been seen since beatlemania swept North America in 1964, but fuck i hated the beatles and sure am glad i wasnt around then. but Also he is known as much for making music as feuding with his fellow hip hoppers , 50 cent has 4 singles in the top 10 billboards hot 100 chart, and not only that the chart for the week that ends on APRIL 9 is topped by 50 cents candy shop. The songs on the billboard hot 100 are ranked according to radio airplay, Sales, And internet downloads, which brings 50 cents songs into the mainstream audience They point out that Hate It or Love It and How We Do are collaborations with the Game, 50 Cent's former protégé and sometime rival.

Eminem anouther one of my favourites, who was impressed by his talents signed a joint deal with 50 cent between shady and aftermath records. 50 cent also gained fame for his rap feud between his fellow rapper Ja Rule which also became quite close to violence, So close in fact that in the September 18th 2003 a shooting attack was made on 50 cent by some of Ja Rules Associates.

Anyway i'll leave it at that for now, Just thought i'd give you a bit of info on my favourite artist, And btw the information that i researched are from some site i found and i dont claim credit for it, So yeah Dunnoe which site cuz i fogot but anyway's imma leave it at that pz out PPLS!

Sushi's thoughts part 2

2005-06-07T00:20:00.000+09:30

hey sup again everyone just thought i'd put my thoughts down on this blog again and remember you dont have to agree with me it's really upto you, I just need to put it down somewhere so its out of my mind ... and this is for people who sit around all day and are thinking of doing something with themselves but then again are to lazy. or dont have any will to go and do what they want

like i was saying before that most people just whine and complain about their problems in life they whine and complain so much they forget to think what they could do about them, Instead they expect everytime someone would listen to each of them and help them out, Hey we've all got problems, but i remember my brother saying to me "a problem is just an opportunity in disguise" Look at my problem atm i have no job or no car, so this gives me the oppurtunity to get one also, But then also you have to realise what will benefit you from solving this problem Ok so when i get my job i can get money rolling in, So either on payday i can choose to go out with friends and blow it all on alcohol and Karaoke, And do some crazy shit, Then end up broke, Or i could save some of it Go out once in awhile And let the cash build up to get something i really want like foxtel tv.
like i said before you gotta be in the right state of mind to accomplish this and have a positive attitude, if your in a shitty mood, And your drunk and you dont have any cash in the bank your gonna be in a bad mood then that will change your attitude, but thats mostly because of our counciouses the little mad inside our head, If we can manage to control him because he will control the way we feel, Then if your feeling bad he'll start bringing up pictures that will make you feel even worse. Then you'd be saying "ooh nah i cant do that because of this and this and this" but hey, You dont know this and this and this will happen unless you dont try your best, But if you think of the best time you had in your life, he'll bring up those pictures in your head of the good things and suddenly your in a happy state of mind and soon you will be saying "I wanna do this and do that but... im to lazy" and then that's why you need to motivate yourself by making the man inside your head saying "I wanna do this cause if i can do that i can get this and this and do this and it's gonna benefit me" and then sooner or later your gonna be seeing things Alot more better, Because sure you might have a problem... But do you have a problem at this very moment? Very second? Very instant? or how about now? this moment instant second? well i'm guessing most probably your answer would be no, Well then use that time you have to go and solve that problem. because we need those good images in our mind to motivate us, And thats the reason why we can go and do things. but if you start thinking badly then you learn to block him out. anyway'sand that concience or however you spell it i dfk Lols theres my problem there haaha's, can be controlled so you just gotta let the positive in nd negative out speaking in other words. Also remember not to worry about anything or stress over anything because you know that your life can be easy because of the way your thinking.
Then also once you start doing all those things i mentioned about confidence just comes naturally, and it all comes together naturally. Anyway also its important to keep a clean state of mind and have good intentions unless you wanna fuck yourself up then its upto you, but im just saying. Anyway's Lol i think i rambled on enough... dw i wont be talking bout this sorta shit on the next post. Unless i come up with something good! Lol cyas

Sushi's thoughts

2005-06-06T16:30:00.000+09:30

Yo sup everyone readin. well how much of you's i told actually do read this stuff eh? Lols my bad for neglecting my blog i havent been updating lately. but yeah with good reason i was at my bro's house and he doesnt have any internet over there. but when he's got cable tv WHO needs it but i admit i would need it every now and then but if i had a choice between internet and cable tv it'd be BOTH bahahaha's , newais yeah i just chilled at my bro's house and when i was there fark man u dont wanna leave , you walk int he door he's got ps2 , Huuge surround sound 5 acres of land that you can fucken play golf on bahaha's yeah golf is gay but i'm amused by smashing the shit outta a white ball. word! bahaha's newais yerr's also we had some serious conversations you know. cuz i been down in the pits the past few weeks, yeh i know we've all been there, but when we have a problem most of us whinge and grumble bout it, and then we try to avoid it, but then i say why try to avoid it when you can try solve it, Every problem can be solved you just gotta think of a way to work it out, but honestly, he's been telling me to find a job since i dont have one atm, but you know that doesnt bother me cuz i got the right attitude torwards it. bcoz i know i can and will get one, but yeah once i get my job im gonna start getting my L's because i cannot be FUCKED and i repeat I CANNOT BE FUCKED catching sydneys public transport because it pisses me off, and besides my bro's gonna give me a free car just have to get a new radiator for that cost about 250 and insurance, and be good to go, also it's in manual transmission and i love manual cars cept once i get a automatic i can be lazy hahaha's yeh... aii... it'd be good to be a lazy rich guy... and have everything come to you, but to get what you want nowadays specially around our teen years we have to work our ass off for it,
but yeah moving on. what i say to those ppl out there who are down in the pits. chillout till you get your head together and then get your shit together, mmmk u just gotta have the motivation to go out there and reach for the goal to get what you want, and where you want to be. it's not gonna be handed to you if you guys just sit down and complain about it but then again you cant always be in a negative state of mind also, you gotta keep your outlook good. cuz serzli been there done that and its fucked no serzli its fucked for those of you who are already up there u shud understand this shit to cuz i know that behind every happy rich man there was alot of work he put in to get there. unless he had a rich uncle that died and he inherited the money. Well if one of those people then FUCK YOU lucky bitches hahaha's, but honestly moneys your life line keep it rolling in however u can , doesnt matter if u have to work as a fuckin clener, at least u can put food on the table. sure if some of you got low income job and go out alot you might find it hard to save cuz u blow all your money all in one day on alki pool Karaoke or whatever the fuck you do yes i agree its fun but doesnt get you anywhere. so divide your time, and go out on weekends or friday nights and work your ass off during the week save some money to get the bigger things you want. Also most importantly DONT give cash out like candy hahaha's fuck i remember once i found a wallet with 600 bux in it. i blew it all in one day and fuck man i cant even remember what i spent on that shit, but fuck i regret it i couldve saved it for something else anyways i know u's all get d point now but i just needed to fill up some space in my blog bahaha's anyway's u know keep your heads up keep a clean state of mind and focus on your priorities then once your stable its time to BLOW that excess cash Lmfao aiite well i'm out for now everyone PZ!

BoRedom - Just anouther word for peace

2005-05-25T23:38:00.000+09:30

hey sup everyone im bored and hence why im blogging again, yerr's newais i just went to my mates house yesterday joejoe me and him been catching up , and then probably might be thinking of putting a web comic up on this blog. im not sure... but maybe... we're still doing the character designs nd shit and we havent even got started on our strips... sure i did do a few draft strips but thats about it... so anyway's putting pencil to paper really does take alot of time, but then again gives me something to do, since i dont do much nowadays , yes it's boring but then again things get boring when theres nothing to do, heh but its all good i dont mind i get to sleep in more often. ^___^ aii i feel like some mi goreng right now Newais. been so cold nowadays and alotta things racing through my head... there's so much stuff i wanna do... but then again.. i can only do one... one at a time Lolz i dunnoe whether i wanna go do something in I.T or Drawing or then again Working in sales i'm talking bout my future here.. yerr's it's a real spin out -__- aii's mai life is farked Lol newaiz dats it for now pz out ppls

chilling out

2005-05-23T16:29:00.000+09:30

well heey wassup everyone. i just created a blog. yes... i am so proud... after all those long hours of trying to sign up... was a very hard decision.. (sighs of relief) Lols anyway's yer's... imma kinda bored... so... what's up with you!?!?.... your bored to yeah!? yeah i can tell cuz ur reading my fucken blog hahahaha's, anyway's you wanna know bout my life!?!? yeah everyone does... that's why they visit my site.. Or i tell them to go read it, Lol anyway's i got a appointment with centerlink tomozo and i have to sort out a few issues with those retarded kents, Argh i hate centerlink its a farqd up place -___- newais after that i'm gonna go see my friend at his house, catch up and all play a few games, drink a few beers, Lol i dunnoe bout the beers.. but we'll be smoking ciggies thats for sure, anyway's.... how's your life!?!? oh wait.. you cant tell me.. cuz... ur reading my blog... and cant type anything in here.. Lol its all good... anyway's this is it for now laters

Ghosts

2005-05-23T00:02:00.000+09:30

Ye... spooky... ghostz.... you know... some ppl dun believe in dem.. but.. i do... yes... i am a weird crazy fucker.... but... then again... we all are weird in our own ways... so.... anyone who is scared of ghost stories or GHOSTS for that matter... LEAVE NOW... or for those who are daring well then lets begin i'll be talking bout ghosts in this section so ^___^ hehehe's anyways here we go....

how would you DEFINE what ghosts are? Scary?! well thats what alot of ppl think they are.. And walking around in a lidcombe cemetary 12am midnight i think i would be scared to o_o
well what are ghosts?! ghosts are made up of mist called ectoplasm of course visible only when you take a foto with a camera. but ghosts are commonly seen in the shape of either a transparent sphere... or a large form of mist , they rarely appear in the appiration of a human being... of course psychics.... they see the ones in the appiration of a human being on a day-to-day basis.. whilst for normal people its very rare. Anyhoo ghosts are really just masses of energy its like... quantumn my brother told me about it he sad quantumn (I think thats how u spell it) Is the basics of all energy and yeah it forms into different type of energy and etc etc. anyway's when a human dies the energy leaves the body and yeah thus it is then called a spirit, or ghost however you would like to put it and dw if u see a ghost they are harmless just dont be rude in front of them or they'll get pissed off. Anyway's now that you know a little about ghosts lets start telling some ghost stories. Oh btw some of them i got off sites, some i wrote up myself LOL

.... THIS IS A WEIRD STORY
It is I again. I have come bearing more haunting memories from my mother's house in Colorado. This one is kind of a two-parter. I can't quite remember if they occurred sequentially, or on two very separate occasions. If you have read my other one, you are familiar with the house's layout. If not, here is a brief summary:
Upon entrance, you are immediately in the Front Room. To the right is a bathroom and two bedrooms in a catty-corner position. To the left is a doorway which leads into the kitchen. A large wall separates the two. Once in the kitchen, you can look to your left and see the side door. Across from that is the door to the basement stairs. If you look directly forward, you will see a sunken-in living room(The Red Rug Room). There were no doors or walls between it and the kitchen.
Okay, now that we've gotten that out of the way, on with the account. On this occasion, it was barely seven in the evening. It had just gotten dark outside. My family had just finished dinner, and as usual, I was the last one at the table. My brothers and sisters were busy doing homework and other things while I finished my (yuccch!) brussel sprouts. My mother announced to me that if I wanted to get my hair done for school the next day(a ritual since I started), that she would be in her room. Her bedroom was the first located in the catty-corner section of the Front Room. I explained that I was almost finished and that she wait for me. I figured I could just accompany her, no problem. She left anyway, so I gobbled up the rest of my vegetables and tried to catch her. As I turned the corner to enter the Front Room, I saw a hunched-over figure, which I took to be my mom, walking toward the bedroom. Even now, I can recall the figure as being so real; whole, but somehow transparent. It moved slowly. Although it was moving up and down like a natural walking motion, it seemed to glide across the carpet. In retrospect, I don't remember its having feet. It was sort of bluish-gray. I could tell the distinction between the "robe" and the head because the head was much darker. This is why I though it was my mom. The only difference was the "hair" was not distinguishable from the face itself. Even though I would have only seen her ears(if it had been my mother), I could tell that something was a bit off kilter. The "hair" was much shorter than my mother's had been thirty seconds before. And that walk... I called out to it, "Mom, wait, I'm coming!" It kept walking strangely. Then, just as I was within inches of touching it, it vanished. It never even turned. I immediately ran to my mother's room. Half, I'm sure, out of curiosity; the other half out of sheer terror. I pushed the door open and saw my mother. Her hair was up and she was sitting on her bed, patiently. She had been waiting for me. I swallowed one of those "maybe it was just my imagination" gulps and sat down. I asked her quietly if she was wearing her blue terrycloth robe a second ago. She replied, "No, Nat. I threw that thing out weeks ago. It was too old to keep wearing." When I claimed that I saw her with her hair pulled back and in her robe walking toward the bedroom, she laughed. Then, smiling, she looked me dead in the eyes and said, "Nat, I've been sitting here waiting for you for at least a minute and a half." That night I went to bed (my bedroom was right next to hers) with one eye half-open.
This is where the memory gets fuzzy. I cannot recall whether this event happened right after the above, or much later/earlier. All I know is it definitely happened. I awoke abruptly. To be honest, I can't even remember what time of day it was. My room was dark, but that sometimes occurred in the afternoon. My bed was against the wall that separated it from the bathroom. The foot of the bed was to the direct left of the doorway. The second, and I mean the exact second, I opened my eyes, something, or someone, pulled its head back from my face. It had been staring at my closed eyes while I slept. When my eyes opened, I saw its eyes. They were glowing, sinister, and penetrating. As it pulled away, the eyes became smaller, but still peered at me. I was ,nonetheless, frozen. I slowly let my eyes look down. When the "thing" was done retreating, it was standing at the foot of my bed. Which means that it had to be at least eight feet tall to stand there and be able to lean over to have its face directly above mine. I want to say that it looked like my eldest brother. I could almost make out the facial features; but it pulled away so quickly that I have a hard time remembering. Not to mention that it faded away the instant it was completely upright. I screamed this time. After this experience, I was tired of trying to remain calm. My mother, who had been around the corner in the bathroom, rushed in. I explained that I saw Nikki (my brother) at the foot of my bed. She said that was impossible. No one had been in my room. As adamant as I was, I found out just why she wouldn't believe me. My brother Nikki was in Utah attending school. It was at this moment, at the tender age of seven, that I seriously began to consider getting a place of my own.

WELLL!!! for all of those who have read down this far! pat yourself on the back cuz u deserve it Lol to bad the scared ones stopped half way and ran out of the room Mwahahah's anyway's that's all for now ladies and gents cya ^__^ ~Sooshi~

The Stories
Go into a room with a mirror and turn all the lights off. Bathrooms seem to be perfect for this since they almost always have a mirror and are usually dark at night with the lights off and the door closed. Light a candle, look into the mirror, start chanting "Bloody Mary" . You have to do this 13 times, of course. You should see Bloody Mary behind your left shoulder after the thirteenth time.
Beware, she has been reported to 1.) Kill the person calling her, 2.) Scratch their eyes out, 3.) Drive the person mad or 4.) pull the person into the mirror with her. This is an old legend, it has been around for ages. A folklorist, Janet Langlois, published an essay on the legend back in 1978. At that time, the legend was wide spread across the USA and a popular slumber party ritual done by girls as well as boys. No one knows the true origins of the Bloody Mary tale, she's been known to be anything from a witch that was killed for practicing witchcraft to a modern day woman killed in a car crash, depending on what part of the country you live in. It was made popular again in the film Urban Legends in 1999.

Weird...

An unusual amount of deaths have occured around the three "Poltergiest" films, icluding three of the stars. These incidence have given way to rumors that the films were cursed because of their content. This seems a little silly, there are always explainations to "curses" like this. Or are there??
Two of the stars from the first film have died at young ages, two from the second film at not so young ages.
22-year old Dominique Dunne, who played oler daughter Dana Freeling, died on November 4th,1982, at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in Los Angeles, California. She had been chokced intoa coma by her boyfriend.
12-year-old Heather O'Rourke died of septic shock on February 1st., 1988, at the Children's Hospital in San Diego, California.What was thought to be the flu turned out to be a bowel obstruction which caused toxins to enter her system. She died at Children's Hospital while undergoing surgery to remove the obstruction.
60-year-old Julian Beck, who played the evil preacher Kane in the second film, died of stomach cancer on September 14th,1985, at Mount Sinai Hospital in New York, NY. Like Heather O'Rourke, he died during the period between filming and release, but in his case the film in question was Poltergeist II, which was released in May 1986. O'Rourke died before the release of Poltergiest III.
53-year-old Will Sampson, who played Taylor in the second film, died on June 3rd., 1987, in a Houston, Texas hospital after receiving a heart-lung transplant 6 weeks earlier. The cause of his death was attributed to severe pre-operative malnutrition and post-operative kidney failure along with a fungal infection.

Ghostly kids
This one is actually true. It's been talked about on many TV stations including an Los Angeles, California station by "The Earth Man" Garcia. It has to do with a school bus full of children that had stalled on some train tracks in San Antonio, Texas. A train was coming and was going too fast to stop in time to get the bus off the tracks. The bus was hit and all of the children died. It was a great tragedy. The tracks are located on a curve in the road but the tracks are on a small up-hill grade to both sides.
If you stop your car just on the tracks and put it in neutral, it will slowly start to roll over the little hill and down the other side.
A local Los Angeles, California station sent a crew there to check it out and it was done on tape, with a San Antonio sheriff present. The cars back end was cleaned off of any finger prints before the test was done and after it was done it was dusted for prints. Several small hand prints and finger prints showed up on the bumper, showing that the small hands of the ghost children were pushing the car to get it off the tracks.
There are also claims that this is nothing more than a gravity anomaly allowing a non-moving vehicle to move over a small up-grade. But no one can explain away the hand and finger prints.

KNOCK KNOCK
We had just been stationed in Bitburg, Germany and were on the waiting list for base housing. In the meantime we needed a place to live, so my father found a old farm house for rent that was owned by an older couple.
We had only been in Germany and in the old farm house for about two weeks when things started happening. It was a three story house complete with attic and basement. On the first level was the living, dining and the kitchen area, the second floor consisted of four bedrooms and a bathroom, and the third floor had two more rooms and the attic. My father was reluctant to unpack all the boxes so he had left all the extras in the third floor rooms.
It was a Thursday morning and my sister was getting ready for school. I decided to sneak into her room and hide in her closet. I was watching her. Her back was to me and she was reaching for her brush, but before her hand had a chance to grasp it, it flew off the dresser and out the window! All on its own!
Realizing what had just happened, my sister freaked out and ran out of the room, slamming the door behind her and leaving me in the closet still screaming. My father came in to get me and I told him what had happened. All he could do was keep telling me, "Your imagination is running wild, child!"
That night my imagination must have been rubbing off on everyone. My dad had just locked up the house for the evening and was headed up to bed when the door bell rang, and kept ringing. He opened the windows to look at the front door, but there was no one there -- yet the bell was still ringing.
Since we had to go to bed, he took the bell out (it an old pull string bell) and we started to get ready for bed) -- but the door had those old heavy knockers in the middle of the door and it started "knocking!"
Oh boy! My dad once again looked out the window and, just like the last time, there was no one there. I have never ever seen my father so scared. Big ol' "Mr. Macho G.I." ... LOL! But that night he was "ghost white" as he opened the door and took the knocker apart, hoping to dismantle it.
Finally, with the house all quieted down, he got to bed. He was almost asleep when the shutters on the window in my sister's room started to slam, opening and closing repeatedly -- and here is the kicker, there was no wind blowing!
My sister ran screaming down the hall to my parents room, crying and was totally unable to be consoled. My father tied the shutters closed and we all decided to sleep in the living room. We awoke the next morning tired and still trying to figure what had happened.
My older brother played the guitar and had been playing it the next morning before school. I had been outside and when I came in I heard his guitar still playing and so I thought he was still in his room. But when I made my way to his room, and walked in like normal, I saw the guitar on the bed with the strings still moving!
Well lets say I nearly had to take a bath to get cleaned up!
My mother must have finally had enough too, because she grabbed me and we left the house until my father got home.
We all agreed to start sleeping downstairs and we started going to the bathroom in pairs. He also blocked off the third story of the house, the one with all the unpacked boxes, and the rooms where my brothers slept so they couldn't scare the rest of the family.
That weekend I was playing ball with my little puppy and about an hour later she came yelping down the hallway. She ran in from the direction of the kitchen and I had just gotten her calmed down when her ball came bouncing from the third story staircase. Now remember my father had just blocked that off, and since the dog couldn't climb the stairs, my only conclusion was that the "spirits" wanted to "play" with my puppy ... LOL!
This all happened when I was four years old. Now, 23 years later, it still freaks me out. A lot more happened in this house before we were able to get into base housing. I would be here all night just typing away to tell all the stories that happened in this house.
When I was 17 I called the people that now own the home and asked them more about it. They told me it was built in the late 1890's and was used for the employees that worked the cow farm. Many people were born in that house, and unfortunately many had died there too. It had seen a lot of history and believe me it was felt. My brothers and sister are still reluctant to talk about it, but they say that is an experience that they will never forget.

She walks at night......
I slept on the couch in the summer because I always was terrified in my room at night. One night I woke up because I was terribly cold, and as I raised myself up from the couch something told me to turn my head and look beside me. So I did, and on the other side of the coffee table I saw a lady in a large white night gown that went down all the way to her ankles. She had turned and walked to the couch (were I was laying) only 10 inches away from coffee table.
I was so scared that I grabbed the blanket I had kicked off of me and threw it over my head. Instead of screaming, I prayed for it to go away, and then a few minutes later I fell asleep.
The next day I told my mom and dad about my experience and they told me that I was making it all up, but I knew I wasn't. So, after a while my great Aunt Betty told my mom that she saw the exact same ghost a few days after I had told everyone abour it.
After awhile I forgot about it. Then a few months later when I was laying in my bed watching television and I felt a presence behind me. I tried to tell myself that I was just thinking it up in my head and thankfully I forgot about it, but a few hours later it came back and I felt the presence again. Then I felt something touch my head! So I grabbed a blanket over my head and heard a loud bang on the closet behind me.
I yelled for my brother Nathan to come back in the room but he couldn't hear me because he was watching television. So, I kept yelling until he came back, but by the time Nathan returned I didn't fell the presence anymore.
We moved from that house where I had those feelings, but I still have them from time to time. I have the feeling of presence where I live now too.